Monday, July 27, 2009

Here goes...

I have absolutely no clue what I am doing right now. Just typing fast and testing out this new blog, while trying to keep an eye on Tripp darting around with his sippy cup. So... new website is on is way. That doesn't really mean much because I have yet to go live with it- I keep finding more things to add or pictures that need to be tweaked a bit more- or Tripp wakes up from a nap an hour early and my free time is shot!

I have been conceptualizing about having my own side business since I was in college and I'm very nervous because the time is here. I keep second guessing myself and thinking, "The website is a 30 day trial period...you could just practice designing one for later and cancel the site. Maybe you'll be more ready next summer..." And thus, the crazy dance in my head continues. But- there is no turning back. I am really going to start this and I'll worry about what to do when Marc deploys and who will watch Tripp if I have a shoot and Marc's not around when I get to that point. Welcome to my uncensored written thoughts, not like anyone really wants to know about my subconscious struggle to put myself and my passion out there for all to see.

Free time done. Time to make breakfast.

B, out